No poetry has made it onto the blog yet, so I thought I'd be brave and start the ball rolling. This one was written for the Edinburgh Uni Feminists and Literature Society joint poetry night, which had the theme of "voices". It's written to be spoken, but hopefully it works ok on the page too.
Ya basta!
Enough.
My voice was not strong enough when we marched
Me in my pushchair, ring a ring a roses round the roundabout to tell them
That nurseries should not be the first thing to go when times get hard
You say cut back we say fightback!
Maggie Maggie Maggie, OUT OUT OUT!
And we won.
I remember there were whistles to make us louder
and how my mother said, not yet
and how when the time came she was proud, proud of me
of my voice
We're here, we're queer, we will not live in fear!
and every time I raise it in slogans and songs
she's singing with the Greenham women
reclaiming the night through the decades
A strong arm makes a gude cause
Not the church and not the state, women must decide their fate!
I bought a whistle on the first big demo I went on alone
As bombs fell on Baghdad
It had a rainbow ribbon and a clear, rippling sound
Hey hey LBJ
Bush Blair CIA
Bush Blair Uncle Sam Iraq will be your Vietnam!
My voice is not just mine.
I am a point on a shining web
A convergence of people
Then and now and here and there
Oh you can't scare me I'm sticking to the union
Tin cans on string
The complexity of servers, wires, modems, screens
The nerves in a brain, too complicated to really understand
Everything that anyone has ever said to me.
Everything I have ever wanted to say.
Everything that has been said in unison.
Everything that was tiny in the silence.
The slogans that we shouted
Together, because that way
We're stronger
The times when my father used the right word
even though I wouldn't understand
And explained it so I would.
The times when words wouldn't come and a song
Said it instead. How did they know
What I couldn't say?
The times when words fall like stones from my mouth
And my friends know what they mean
And how to pick them up.
The poems that hatch like dragonflies from my lips
Because nothing else will say it
And because it has to be said.
I am still looking for the whistle,
the one which will make me heard -
A way to hold the threads,
los pueblos, unidos, jamas seran vencidos!
a way to channel this breath of mine
A rainbow ribbon to tie round my neck,
a charm and a talisman, from which to hang my dreams.
Love it!
ReplyDeleteI remember you reading this at the poetry night last winter. Loved it. Still love it. x
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